Wonderful thoughts. And very much mine, also. I watched Roadrunner last night, too, and found it "satisfying" as you did. Bourdain was a searcher, always looking and never finding. That's most of us who find our lives in a creative pursuit. It's part of the DNA make-up of creatives. Some of us accept that we can't find. Others, I think like Bourdain, finally find that search to be too overwhelming.